Graveyard
I wanted to do everything
once; I thought I would grow up
to be beautiful. I thought I’d be happy.
Dreams don’t die deliberately
they are murdered when childhood
in its ignorance, leaves them behind.
And who knows what I could
have been had I not heard
the call of adulthood
pushing me to do more,
pushing me to want more,
pushing me to be more,
pushing me away from dreaming.
Today the sun sets slowly,
Tomorrow will not be the same.
And the vibrant flowers of
youth have wilted,
only one remains.
It stands, waiting to be
plucked. One dream in
a sea of those long past.
Who can say when it was planted?
By me, by those before me?
Scattered seed sewed
with hope of a new beginning.
Planted generations ago but
left for me to draw close.
Its brothers wave, scattered corpses,
moon rising, reminders that once
I wanted to do everything.